Still Going

I know its been a while since I did a new blog. I'm still on my journey and doing good. I have made a few new life decisions along the way. First I made the decision to go back to college. Although I will be going on line I feel this is the right move to make. Have to better myself so that my boys are taken care of. Everything I do, I do with them in mind. Although they are getting older, they are my first priority above anything else. Second decision I made was to start volunteering at my local library two days a week for right now in the mornings. I'm still going to be doing my walks, going to the gym, and Zumba. Just trying to stay busy and focused on me for a change. You see, I think about everyone else before myself. I'm getting better focusing on me but I'm still a work in progress. 

  I still have my times when I'm down but I haven't went back to my unhealthy ways. When I start to think about it, I go eat a piece of fruit or go on my walks. You see walking gives me time to think and reflect and I'm glad that I decided to move this body of mine. 

Today I was feeling bad because my oldest wanted to go out. Well things financially haven't been great but I have been making sure they have all the need. Life being a single mom is hard, but I wouldn't change a thing. But I feel that both of their fathers need to step up to the plate and help take care of their boys. But regardless, they have me and I'm going to make sure they have. When they get grown and ion their own , they are going to remember that I was there for them. With that being said, I got this. Yes I'm stronger now than I was a few years ago. I have Him to thank.

I'm still going to be me and do me! Wish me luck as  I start school on Monday! I'm determined to succeed in all of my endeavors.