Merry Christmas

i just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas! I was just sitting here reflecting on all I have accomplished and I am so proud of myself!! I have to admit it feels good. I still have a long ways to go but I'm up for the challenge. The Devil tried to steal my joy last night and I just felt like I wanted to go back to old eating habits. I had someone close to me say a very hurtful thing last night. It really made me feel some type of way and very sad on the inside. I tried not to let bother me but it does. Because I do all I can to provide for this person. I always make sure this person have and I go without. I never imagine this person would say that to me. As I am sitting here typing this I am in tears. Last night was the toughest night of my life as a single parent. I'm here trying to be both parents because your father quit stepping up to the plate. But you know what I'm still standing and I will not let anyone steal my joy. I just had to do this blog today because I didn't want these negative feelings on my mind and heart. So I am going to enjoy this day and take my walk later. Most importantly I'm going to be happy and continuing working on me and reaching my goals.